
Guiding Light, 2023
Colour Print on archival paper
A few days after the war broke out in Ukraine last year, my 80 year old grandmother embarked on a solo journey to Moldova from her home in Odessa. A bus journey got her part of the way there, but the remaining 10km was done by foot in the rain and snow to the border, alongside highways of gridlocked cars. I travelled to the edge of a warzone to meet her, and together we faced one and a half excruciating months of waiting in bureaucratic limbo for her visa, trapped in Romania.
The last time I saw my grandmother was 15 years ago. Once settled in the UK, we slowly became reacquainted with one another and I became her fulltime carer. Living with her has helped me to reconnect with my Ukrainian heritage and learn more about her life.
I have portrayed her as a Slavic folkloric heroine to reflect her resilience, hope and strength during this difficult and unprecedented chapter in her life.

Unable To Move Forward, Unable To Go Back, 2022-2023
Instant Film Prints

Unable To Move Forward, Unable To Go Back, 2022-2023 (detail)
Instant Film Prints

Frontiers, 2023
Monochrome print on archival paper
With the language barrier, the culture shock, and a dawning realisation that she might never return home, my grandmother spent the majority of her time at home in my flat. Although she had many freedoms and access to better food, healthcare and general lifestyle in Scotland, there was still an underlying sense of being unable to escape from the situation in her home country, and not feeling like a settled resident in her new one. Listening to the daily news updates in Ukrainian helped her to connect with home, as painful as it was to hear. Building up everyday mundane routines together over time helped to give her some sense of stability and distraction from the war.

Homespun, 2023
Acrylic yarn interwoven with metal thread
Knitting socks was my grandmother's meditative way of passing the time, keeping busy and keeping her brain sharp. As an 80 year old there were noticeable gaps in short-term memory and occasional confusion or slowness. She knitted socks because they were useful items and gave away many of these to friends and strangers alike. She also kept a record book relating to her knitting projects including notes, thoughts and simple sums like addition and subtraction.

Homespun, 2023 (detail)
Acrylic yarn interwoven with metal thread
Across many cultures (including Ukrainian), there is a belief in an inherent magic imbued in crafting and stitching items by hand. It is said that the energy of the person transfers into the object, thus only good thoughts and well wishes are allowed during the creation of the item. I like to think that each sock my grandmother knitted has this golden magic which protects the wearer and keeps her memory and strength alive.